Thursday 2 April 2015

hi, so first of i am completely new to this shit.
like please explain this to me.
what the hell am i doing.
i dont know i just felt like making a blog so im gonna make a blog.
Yeah sorry im trying with my punctuation and grammar but im a lazy fuck.

introduction? yeah i'd think that'll be a good idea.

so i think i wont give you my real name i'll just give you a random one.
I think frank or frankie whatever i've always wanted to be called frank so it sticks (no im not naming myself after frank iero._.)
sorry about like the blog name its rubbish but i had like a brain block so i just made one up from the top of my head it sounds so cringy Dx. 
oh yeah introduction.
so... my names Frank ^0^ 
im a female but sometimes i want to be a male- its complicated i don't know myself.
i am obsessed with my chemical romance, the members solo careers ad side projects so sorry. oh yeah frerard *-*
i write and read frerard fanfiction like seriously a splitting of the mind: god i cried rivers.
Oh shit destroya came on god like how can u not love this song and want to marry it.
'you dont believe in god
i dont believe in luck
they dont believe in us
but i believe we're the enemy..'
oh geesus i just really obsessed ok?
gee and frank seriously stopppppp can i marry your voices.
oh yeah sorry my name does say i ramble on xD
i also love anime and art and music
im a really shitty person. sorry.

If you want to read my fanfics go on mychemicalromancefanfiction.com.
I'm 'vampires will never hurt you'
i think on here i'll put teasers of the next chapters?
i dunno
i dont even know what this blog is gonna be about.
Lets just say its gonna be full up of crap.

I think the only other thing i'd be willing to put on here is my instagram.
my username is: 'ghost_of_frerard' 
xD
so whatever i know no ones gonna read this junk.

so today, today.. well it was the last day of this term\(^-^)/
2 weeks of and my parents are forcing me to go into a crummy caravan. oh well.

holy shit frank made a friend !
i feel so proud of myself :)
shes really nice.
shes the type of person who you dont have to think about what your gonna talk about with. like and i havent had a friend like that in months.
some people do call me there best friend when we hardly talk and its really awkward... or i feel really uncomfortable with..
you know what else is awkward?
99 percent of my friends are male then they start getting these weird ass crushes on me making it even more awkward like i haven't know them for that long either- gross! 
sorry to smush ur cupcake love, but im a locked revolving door which only one has the key and behind that there's a wall behind it.
basically that means i wouldn't go farther in my whole life than kissing or holding hands, im perfectly happy without a partner, im a pan-sexual and i wouldn't mind a partner as long as im really close to them.
my friends (most of them) are homophobic ass holes so i'd really rather not explain why i threatened to get my dads chainsaw..
oh yeah not to mention some members of my family are homophobic shits as well ._.
i had a really uncomfortable conversation about my sexuality with them a couple of nights ago.. i didn't tell them anything i just told u, but they presumed i was a lesbian and insulted me when they thought i was listening to music FOR PIGGING SAKE I WAS SAT IN THE SAME ROOM!

Whatever its getting late and i know no one will see this it'll just be lost in the black whole of the internet. 
Dont forget; there might be someone outside your window, but you'll just never know.
mcr reference biatches ;)
i guess i'll talk to you soon and next post i might share with you stranger (or no one) some of my lyrics and you can tell me what you think...
i want to be in a band when school is done...
Join my band?